Monday, October 27, 2008
Thursday, October 23, 2008
More Pictures!
Saturday, October 18, 2008
My visit to Oregon.. again :D
I'm so so excited to see Irfan sbb dia dah cumel sgt (sorry noii & meng, jgn jeles).
Irfan ni dia suka muncung2 mulut dia mcm ni. I guess sbb si Janet suka muncung2 mulut masa dia pregnant dulu, so si Irfan ni pun suka muncung2 jugak :)

Tengok.. ade tak gaya ibu mithali :D
He loves this position. Kalau letak mcm ni je, dia terus diam. And he likes Auntie holding him.
Irfan in the new rocker.
Irfan in the car seat.
Irfan ni dia suka muncung2 mulut dia mcm ni. I guess sbb si Janet suka muncung2 mulut masa dia pregnant dulu, so si Irfan ni pun suka muncung2 jugak :)
Tengok.. ade tak gaya ibu mithali :D
He loves this position. Kalau letak mcm ni je, dia terus diam. And he likes Auntie holding him.
Irfan in the new rocker.
Irfan in the car seat.
Saturday, October 11, 2008
Baby Irfan - 1 month old
Irfan is growing so fast. I couldn't even believe that he's 1 month old. I want him to be my 1 day old baby forever *sob* *sob*.
So at 1 month old, Irfan:
* Dah sunat at 2 wks old
* Gained approximately 3 lbs, he's 9 lbs now
* He sleeps throughout the day and tortures mama at night. Malam tak tido, bangun menyusu at 12 AM, 3:30 AM and 6:30 AM
* He knows how to smile now, and he recognizes his mommy (I think it's the smell of my milk). Everytime when I hold him, he want to latch on. Susah woo at first since his desire for milk is so so tinggi and my milk supply was so low
He's a big boy now, I'm so sedey. Here's his pic at 1 month old.
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
Raya Aidilfitri Gathering @ KCMO
manipal!!!
hye korng...da lme x update kt blog...slalu janet rajin update..tp skrg da bzz ngn baby..hhuhuh hurmm aku awl2 kt india ni cm x ske n x ley accept sgt..sbb geli..n da laa ader bau2 india..huhu tp skg da lame2 da jd immune da ngn bau2 dr axilla..(axilla=armpit) hahah evyday ktorng ader dissection..bedah2 mayat..tp actually x der laa ktorng yg bedah..cadavare 2 lect yg bedah..pas2 ktorng ngk n dier explain part2 upper limb..n pectoral region...1st exam da lps da...br jer...ktorng nyer class test true o false question...tp bahya...kalo slh kne tolak 0.5..hihih so kalo confirm x tau better x yah jwb...hurmm pas2 mmg bz gak sbb byk tol nk wut research..ader PBL=problem base learning..dier bg study case n kt kne settle kn aper penyakit orng 2...n kne present..hhuhuh pnat gakk asik nk research jer..pas2 blaja byk gler..nk siapkn nota pon x sempat..mknan kt sini ok gak...aku ske mkn paneer..tp x sure bende 2 elok x..sbb dier keju...huhuhu tp rasernyer cm tauhu...mknan harga lebey kurang kt msia jer..mayB murah lagi..kat sni aku x mkn sayur..coz ssh nk dpt..n dierong mcm x mkn sayur jer...palak paneer= bayam kisar + rempah + paneer sedap gak..tp mkn byk2 cm nk muntah..kat sni mknan berrempah gler2...sampai kalo ayam 2..korng x rase ayam..raser rempah lg byk..huhu ari2 time rayer..ktorng g pantai..maple beach..hihihi boley laa cantik gak..tp x der la special sgt..biase jer..ktorng siap smyg lg kt pantai 2..hehhehhe pas2 ader plak mamat hindustan yg tego..sbb slh kiblat!!huahuahua..
pas2 ktorng g beach 2 nek bus jer...sbb nk murah...mmg berkali2 ganda beza nek bus ngn nek otto..cm nek bus 10 o 5 rs jer..tp kalo nek auto sampai 90 rs...bus da laa full glerr..lg pack gler dr bus intec!!!hurmm ngn bau2 lg...cm sardine jer dier sumbat orng2...
haihzzzz system jln rayer kt india ni cm aper jer..huru hara...x der peraturan pon..orng nk belok ker nk terus ker..sumer pkai hon...signal n traffic light mmg x der langsung..mse awl2 2 tension gak..jln sane sni kne hon....hurmm kadang2 lembu pon ader kat tgh2 jln...huhuhuhu
ciannyer aku kne idup kt tempat cm ni!!!!
aku mayB bulan 2 ni x blk kot msia...blk bln 8 time rayer...heheh br best sket...blk bln 2 cm skjp sgt jer...bru braper bln da blk lg....ader kwn2 aku rmai gak p UK!!g tmpat kak n abg dier...hurmm nnt aku ley laa g US...kne kumpul2 duit dlu..rser kalo from india g US lg murah dr g UD from msiaa...
janet...irfan cm ne???hehehe bestnye ader baby..ley men2 ngn baby...aku skg blaja da byk gak...hihihi kadang2 sronok jer blaja..sbb dpt tau byk bende...yg terbaru...knape warna taik n air kencing kuning??!! hahahah
hurmm aku pon ader gak g class yoga..arini 1st day...tp cm x best sgt la..sbb dier nyer yoga jenis yoga lembab...dier sro relax2..tp lame sgt nk abis relax...hurmmm yoga kt msia lg laju n cpt...
k laaa..nk sambung wut keje...
papai
miss all of u!!!
muuuaaaaaaahhhxxxxxxxx
bile laa dpt jumpe sume same2 rayer n mkn same2 n tdo same2..opsssss hahaha aku ngn meng jer ley tdo same2 lg...gem n janet...da x available!!!hihihi =)
pas2 ktorng g beach 2 nek bus jer...sbb nk murah...mmg berkali2 ganda beza nek bus ngn nek otto..cm nek bus 10 o 5 rs jer..tp kalo nek auto sampai 90 rs...bus da laa full glerr..lg pack gler dr bus intec!!!hurmm ngn bau2 lg...cm sardine jer dier sumbat orng2...
haihzzzz system jln rayer kt india ni cm aper jer..huru hara...x der peraturan pon..orng nk belok ker nk terus ker..sumer pkai hon...signal n traffic light mmg x der langsung..mse awl2 2 tension gak..jln sane sni kne hon....hurmm kadang2 lembu pon ader kat tgh2 jln...huhuhuhu
ciannyer aku kne idup kt tempat cm ni!!!!
aku mayB bulan 2 ni x blk kot msia...blk bln 8 time rayer...heheh br best sket...blk bln 2 cm skjp sgt jer...bru braper bln da blk lg....ader kwn2 aku rmai gak p UK!!g tmpat kak n abg dier...hurmm nnt aku ley laa g US...kne kumpul2 duit dlu..rser kalo from india g US lg murah dr g UD from msiaa...
janet...irfan cm ne???hehehe bestnye ader baby..ley men2 ngn baby...aku skg blaja da byk gak...hihihi kadang2 sronok jer blaja..sbb dpt tau byk bende...yg terbaru...knape warna taik n air kencing kuning??!! hahahah
hurmm aku pon ader gak g class yoga..arini 1st day...tp cm x best sgt la..sbb dier nyer yoga jenis yoga lembab...dier sro relax2..tp lame sgt nk abis relax...hurmmm yoga kt msia lg laju n cpt...
k laaa..nk sambung wut keje...
papai
miss all of u!!!
muuuaaaaaaahhhxxxxxxxx
bile laa dpt jumpe sume same2 rayer n mkn same2 n tdo same2..opsssss hahaha aku ngn meng jer ley tdo same2 lg...gem n janet...da x available!!!hihihi =)
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
Our bundle of love: Irfan bin Zuhri
Sept 10 2008
I thought I would start the day like any other day, bangun dlm pukul 5 Am and getting ready for work. But I felt so tired that day cause I hardly got any sleep.. last2 ckp dgn abg malas nak gi keje, rasa tak sihat sgt and planning to come to work mid morning.
9 AM: Ingat nak siap2 pegi keje, owh rasa malas teramat sgt..huahua...and ade rasa sakit perut sikit2. So cancel la plan nak pegi keje. Last2 melepak atas katil watching 'My super ex girlfriend' from my Blackberry curve. I didn't eat anything for lunch. Rasa kenyang sgt..
3:30 PM: Start masak kuih bakar. Saje je terasa nak makan since dulu lagi. Dlm kul 4:30 PM dah siap. Abg balik je ajak abg masak roti jala. I cooked the curry, zuhri made the roti jala. Bukak puasa hari ni rasa complete sgt, mcm bukak puasa kat msia pulak, makan roti jala + kuih bakar, yummy!
That night, I felt so restless, not because of the masak2. Rasa susah nak jalan and mcm ade something tak kena. At that point, I knew that 'the big day' is getting really close...dalam hati dah terasa...it might be this weekend..
Sept 11 2008
It was 4:45 AM.. abg was getting ready to sahur. I heard him heating something in the microwave. Aaahh...it's going to be another day at work...malasnye. Dah la tak dpt tido lagi semalam, 2 nights in a row. Letih betul la..perut sakit2 and jadi keras gile the whole night. Dlm hati dah terpikir nak call in sick lagi. Hadus habis la kena marah nanti asyik tak dtg keje je. Org mesti la ingat aku ni pemalas and guna 'pregnant' as an excuse.
Tgh2 terpikir nak pegi ke tak keje...skali tiba2 terasa a very mild kick in the tummy, burstttt....tiba2 terasa banyak gile air keluar. Aku dah panic, what the heck. Don't tell my that my water just broke...NOOOOOO... air mencurah2 keluar, aku yg tgh panic terus menjerit panggil abg. Wahhhh...panic betul. Zuhri masuk dlm bilik, tanye kenapa..I told him what has happened sambil aku menangis2. I was so scared, I knew it was my water but we were totally not prepared. Crib tak siap lagi, baju baby tak basuh lagi, banyak mende tak beli lagi. Aku terus nangis gile2...Zuhri tried to calm me down. He told me to focus on my condition right now and think about the baby. Aku pun finally pulled my strength together and call doc. Doc suruh pegi hospital as soon as possible within 1-2 hrs. Aku and Zuhri pun bersiap2 la..makan, pack bag, mandi etc. Tiba2 terasa nak cherry, tp doc tak recommend and suruh pegi hospital right away.
7 AM: We headed to th hospital. I was so nervous..
Sampai hospital pukul 7 lebih, check in etc. Then terus buat medical check up, check blood pressure and dilation. Checking dilation was the worst part, sakit mcm nak mati..aku jerit2 and nangis2.
8 AM: I was 4.5 cm dilated...horror nye. So kitaorg pun disuruh check in ke bilik RM 152. The room is very nice and cozy, the nurse attached the IV connection to my left hand. sakit jugak tu. Then she told us to walk around and do some of the methods to induce labor.
11 AM: Nurse datang and checking on my progress. Dia buat lagi dilation check. Mak aiii sakit nak mati lagi. Terseksa betul la. I was 5.5 cm dilated. I wasn't sure whether it's a good or bad progress. The nurse started to talk about inducing medically (using pitocin) *tak guna punya nurse, dia nak senangkan keje dia je..sakit woo kalau induce medically without epidural*. I told her that I don't want to be induced just yet.
My contraction was good at first, but slowly decreasing. I didn't make good progress. The nurse was saying that my uterus wasn't cooperating, malas punya uterus la. So kitaorg pun try la berjalan and do some exercise mcm org gile hehe.

4 PM: My contraction was getting worse, but not too bad. Contraction ni ala2 period cramps, in my case not as bad. I could still handle it, dlm hati terpikir..tadela sakit sgt, apsal ramai org ckp sakit gile. Nurse recommended that I took epidural at that point before the contraction getting worse. I was thinking about the same thing. And I was a lil afraid it'll get worse jugak, sbb kalau nak amik epidural kena stay still bila jarum nak cucuk ke dlm spine.
4:30 PM: Contraction jadi makin teruk, so I called the nurse and told her that I want epidural NOW!
5 PM: The anesthetic came by, get everything ready and yeay I was finally pain-free!
After epidural, I was not allowed to eat or drink, just ice chips. Gile betul..I was 8 cm dilated few minutes after having the epidural.
8 ish PM: The nurse checked my opening again. Still at 8 cm..the contraction is not powerful enough to make any progress. Adoi2..So around 8 ish, I was induced with pitocin.
9 ish PM: The baby's heartbeat got really low. Kesian baby distressed sbb pitocin made the contraction stronger. The drastic changed caused the distression. We were so panicked, 4-5 nurses came in, help me to re-position, gave me oxygen and coach me throughout the whole critical phase. After few minutes, the baby and I were doing fine alhamdulillah.
10:30 PM: I started to push. The baby's head has engaged, just nak push a little further sampai crown. Push punya push (agak sakit jugak rasa contraction even tho dah pakai epidural), 12 PM mcm tu dah agak crown.
12:19 AM Sept 12 Irfan bin Zuhri pun keluar.. the nurse, Stephanie placed Irfan on my chest (without cleaning). I was so scared. He looked sooo fragile and pale, dah la lampu dim, so sangat la takut. I never thought that I would get pregnant and give birth?!@%#
Afterall, it has been a blessed. Zuhri and I have gone through the whole pregnancy and birth together. Zuhri did great, he coached me through the labor. Even after Irfan lahir, dia la yg banyak take care of Irfan from changing diapers, getting crib ready, masak, etc. I won't trade him for anything. Thanks for everything abang =)


I thought I would start the day like any other day, bangun dlm pukul 5 Am and getting ready for work. But I felt so tired that day cause I hardly got any sleep.. last2 ckp dgn abg malas nak gi keje, rasa tak sihat sgt and planning to come to work mid morning.
9 AM: Ingat nak siap2 pegi keje, owh rasa malas teramat sgt..huahua...and ade rasa sakit perut sikit2. So cancel la plan nak pegi keje. Last2 melepak atas katil watching 'My super ex girlfriend' from my Blackberry curve. I didn't eat anything for lunch. Rasa kenyang sgt..
3:30 PM: Start masak kuih bakar. Saje je terasa nak makan since dulu lagi. Dlm kul 4:30 PM dah siap. Abg balik je ajak abg masak roti jala. I cooked the curry, zuhri made the roti jala. Bukak puasa hari ni rasa complete sgt, mcm bukak puasa kat msia pulak, makan roti jala + kuih bakar, yummy!
That night, I felt so restless, not because of the masak2. Rasa susah nak jalan and mcm ade something tak kena. At that point, I knew that 'the big day' is getting really close...dalam hati dah terasa...it might be this weekend..
Sept 11 2008
It was 4:45 AM.. abg was getting ready to sahur. I heard him heating something in the microwave. Aaahh...it's going to be another day at work...malasnye. Dah la tak dpt tido lagi semalam, 2 nights in a row. Letih betul la..perut sakit2 and jadi keras gile the whole night. Dlm hati dah terpikir nak call in sick lagi. Hadus habis la kena marah nanti asyik tak dtg keje je. Org mesti la ingat aku ni pemalas and guna 'pregnant' as an excuse.
Tgh2 terpikir nak pegi ke tak keje...skali tiba2 terasa a very mild kick in the tummy, burstttt....tiba2 terasa banyak gile air keluar. Aku dah panic, what the heck. Don't tell my that my water just broke...NOOOOOO... air mencurah2 keluar, aku yg tgh panic terus menjerit panggil abg. Wahhhh...panic betul. Zuhri masuk dlm bilik, tanye kenapa..I told him what has happened sambil aku menangis2. I was so scared, I knew it was my water but we were totally not prepared. Crib tak siap lagi, baju baby tak basuh lagi, banyak mende tak beli lagi. Aku terus nangis gile2...Zuhri tried to calm me down. He told me to focus on my condition right now and think about the baby. Aku pun finally pulled my strength together and call doc. Doc suruh pegi hospital as soon as possible within 1-2 hrs. Aku and Zuhri pun bersiap2 la..makan, pack bag, mandi etc. Tiba2 terasa nak cherry, tp doc tak recommend and suruh pegi hospital right away.
7 AM: We headed to th hospital. I was so nervous..
Sampai hospital pukul 7 lebih, check in etc. Then terus buat medical check up, check blood pressure and dilation. Checking dilation was the worst part, sakit mcm nak mati..aku jerit2 and nangis2.
8 AM: I was 4.5 cm dilated...horror nye. So kitaorg pun disuruh check in ke bilik RM 152. The room is very nice and cozy, the nurse attached the IV connection to my left hand. sakit jugak tu. Then she told us to walk around and do some of the methods to induce labor.
11 AM: Nurse datang and checking on my progress. Dia buat lagi dilation check. Mak aiii sakit nak mati lagi. Terseksa betul la. I was 5.5 cm dilated. I wasn't sure whether it's a good or bad progress. The nurse started to talk about inducing medically (using pitocin) *tak guna punya nurse, dia nak senangkan keje dia je..sakit woo kalau induce medically without epidural*. I told her that I don't want to be induced just yet.
My contraction was good at first, but slowly decreasing. I didn't make good progress. The nurse was saying that my uterus wasn't cooperating, malas punya uterus la. So kitaorg pun try la berjalan and do some exercise mcm org gile hehe.
4 PM: My contraction was getting worse, but not too bad. Contraction ni ala2 period cramps, in my case not as bad. I could still handle it, dlm hati terpikir..tadela sakit sgt, apsal ramai org ckp sakit gile. Nurse recommended that I took epidural at that point before the contraction getting worse. I was thinking about the same thing. And I was a lil afraid it'll get worse jugak, sbb kalau nak amik epidural kena stay still bila jarum nak cucuk ke dlm spine.
4:30 PM: Contraction jadi makin teruk, so I called the nurse and told her that I want epidural NOW!
5 PM: The anesthetic came by, get everything ready and yeay I was finally pain-free!
After epidural, I was not allowed to eat or drink, just ice chips. Gile betul..I was 8 cm dilated few minutes after having the epidural.
8 ish PM: The nurse checked my opening again. Still at 8 cm..the contraction is not powerful enough to make any progress. Adoi2..So around 8 ish, I was induced with pitocin.
9 ish PM: The baby's heartbeat got really low. Kesian baby distressed sbb pitocin made the contraction stronger. The drastic changed caused the distression. We were so panicked, 4-5 nurses came in, help me to re-position, gave me oxygen and coach me throughout the whole critical phase. After few minutes, the baby and I were doing fine alhamdulillah.
10:30 PM: I started to push. The baby's head has engaged, just nak push a little further sampai crown. Push punya push (agak sakit jugak rasa contraction even tho dah pakai epidural), 12 PM mcm tu dah agak crown.
12:19 AM Sept 12 Irfan bin Zuhri pun keluar.. the nurse, Stephanie placed Irfan on my chest (without cleaning). I was so scared. He looked sooo fragile and pale, dah la lampu dim, so sangat la takut. I never thought that I would get pregnant and give birth?!@%#
Afterall, it has been a blessed. Zuhri and I have gone through the whole pregnancy and birth together. Zuhri did great, he coached me through the labor. Even after Irfan lahir, dia la yg banyak take care of Irfan from changing diapers, getting crib ready, masak, etc. I won't trade him for anything. Thanks for everything abang =)
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