Prayers for my baby

Things are not going too well with Irfan. As you may know, he had kawasaki (K) when he was 6 months old and it affected his heart. He had a small dilation/ aneurysm at his LCA that regressed after awhile. It took him 4-5 months before he stopped taking aspirin. Life was definitely devastating.

Soon after his echo result was positive and he was off aspirin, we moved from Oregon to Kansas. He has been an active healthy kid since then. He got sick on and off because of the daycare, but NOTHING close to the K that he had. I really don't like to say the word K**. I feel like it's a cursed.  

Irfan has been able to live the life like any other kids. It was a bless for us seeing his smile again and alhamdulillah his echo result for the past two years made us feel like we were given a second chance.
All was good until last week. Irfan and I went to see his pediatrician for his annual 3 year old check up. We requested an x-ray for his upcoming echo that will be done in Tulsa this coming Monday 10-17-2011. We were about to leave when his doctor came back to the our room and told us that his heart has enlarged.
I was shocked.
I managed to pull myself together and asked several questions.
I cried while waiting for Irfan He was playing at the play area in the waiting room
I just couldn't describe my feeling.
I am scared, I am devastated, I am furious, I am pasrah..
I keep asking myself, why Irfan... why does it always have to be Irfan
I have no answer.

Please pray for my little Irfan. Tolong doakan his heart is functioning at it's best and it is normal with no signs of abnormalities. Tolong doa for Irfan's health aminnn..