Student Life

My eyes are half closed but I feel the need to write this.
Penat.
I'm taking two classes but the workload are just unbearable. Mainly because the instructor malas nak mengajar and let the student do the teaching. Imagine having the students to present almost every class... continuously for the semester?! WTH.
Having to deal with weekly presentations, final project, reports, exams just for one class. And the other class is close to nightmare as well. Mainly because I don't have the time to practice- I need catia software now!!
Taking classes on top of taking care of a demanding kid is suicidal. Period.
My schedule on Tuesday and Thursday (the days that I have classes)
6:30 AM - Solat + Mandi
7:30 AM - Getting ready
8:00 AM- Kejutkan Irfan
8:30 AM- Send off Irfan to preschool
9:00 AM- Arrived at catia class
12:00 Noon- Drive off from catia class to masjid for Zohor
12:15 PM- Solat
12:30 PM- Drive to group meeting at library
2:15 PM - Walk to class. Sit for 1.5 hr lecture
4:00 PM - Run to lab (the only time I can start working on my catia hwks)
5:00 PM - Run to masjid for Asar
5:30 PM - Masuk asar, wait for maghrib and solat
6:00 PM - Drive off to pick Irfan at preschool
6:30 PM - Sampai rumah. Penat

I've been doing a lot of running- notice that there's no lunch for me on those days? Tipula, takkan tak makan.. I grab something on the go.

On Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays - nampak mcm free je, but those are the days that I have to take care of Irfan. And it's a full time job. And on top of that I have group meetings, homeworks, and prepare for my project. How the heck can I squeeze everything in. Irfan is so demanding that he wants 95% of my attention. Sikit2.. pool party can I have that please. Can I have this please.. huargghhhhhhhh...
Nak tunggu dia tido jgn harap la.. he sleeps like 2 hrs per day and I can only do so much within 2 hrs.
Nak masak lagi... kemas rumah lagi.

My conclusion is- kids and study don't mix. I'm trying my best but I'm really struggling to catch up.
Tolong doakan la ye semua... huhuh T_T