Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Psycho

All I need is a big sister now. I'm sick being the eldest and have to figure out every single thing by myself.
* I remember the first few weeks at school. I was totally lost. I didn't even know how to buy food. The very first thing that I bought at school was a 10 cent 'jambu batu with asam' and that's the only thing that I ate everyday for months. How I wish I had a bigger sister back then..

* I remember being so very pregnant, wasn't ready for labor and suddenly my water broke. I had no one to turn to except Zuhri who didn't have any experience with labor at all. Both of us were so freaked out. How I wish I had a bigger sister back then..

* I really need a big sister now. Life is so challenging now that I feel so stressed out. I need someone that can listen to my ramblings about Irfan and share the experience in raising kids with me.. kalau tak makan sayur nak buat ape, the best way nak berus gigi, nape irfan nangis je...sakit ke manja sgt...aishh pening

I guess a psychiatrist would work too..

5 comments:

^nya^ said...

hey janet..nape tension2..u should enjoy ur newlife...life is a learning process...at begining mmg laa ssh..nnt da tau technic mest snang..cm study kt sek laa jugakk..n dont 4gt tht u still hv a mom...aunts..anty aunt nyah..kak liza o cik ida...sume dah pnah experience ade ank...mest dierorng tau perangai bdk2 kecik ni...if ssh2 sgt pon...tanyer laa ur other frens yg dah de ank...n find info from internet also...rase mmg perangai bdk kecik cm2 kot..x nk mkn sayur..kalo sayur x ske...per kate try bg buahh o fruit juice..

Aishah said...

Smlm aku call Zurin. Zurin pun ckp Mika susah nak mkn jugak. Masa kat Msia for 3 weeks, dia takmo minum susu langsung. Tp dah balik sini, dia minum susu berbotol2 pulak. Zurin ckp dia pun pening kepala sbb Mika lost weight & under doctor's watch. Dia ckp, kena ikut je la kerenah budak tu, susah nak ajar sbb kecik lagi.

Khai M said...

Noi...kalau tanye mak dia akan ckp dia tak ingat. So malas nak tanye. Ala tapi mmg cepat lupa kot sbb even zuhri pun dah lupa ape yg kitaorg went thru last year.
Nak call org lain mana ade masa.. aku nak update blog pun takde masa. humm tgk2 blog membe diaorg tak cite sgt pun.

Gem- irfan pun lost weight gak...aku pun pening. sume org ckp dia kurus

reyma said...

janet da lame xnmpk ko on9,,bz ea??ntah janet xbagus je tension2,,hurm aku rse skng nih irfan kecik lg,,so die xkesah sgt nk mkn,,asyik nak main je,,mybe nnt umur die 4 yrs n above die akan byk mkn,,

mancet said...

kb..mmg ramai budak2 tak suka mkn sayur..ko leh try blendkan..buat puree or etc..campur sket2 dlm makanan die kasi tak perasan..cmpur dlm cucur udang ke cekodok ke..mcm tula aku bace..wpon aku sendri tak buat lagi hahahhaha lol..
sape tah name pompuan yg buat trick mcm tu,,ade buku die ...masuk oprah aritu